Love Always, Mum x
“I love and adore my husband and worship the children we made together, you never stop being a parent. Your children didn’t ask to be born you chose to have them. They are yours, no one gets a say in changing their lives and family forever without running it by me your mum. So I am so intensely annoyed that this joker called HD, assumes the right to make decisions about my babies and their amazing dad. I am suddenly a failure because I cannot protect you. I should be taking all this pain for you, I should be able to put a plaster on you and it will disappear, but I know this is a cut that will not heal. So the only choice this joker has given me is to find my fight again and fight for all of you. If and when the 3 of you decide to be tested I will be there. My darling Charlie I am just so angry and scared because usually I have all the answers. But I will always have a heart full of love for you all. Its just a new journey for our family but to a place none of us want to go. I have to remember what our beloved Winnie the Pooh says “Your are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, smattered than you think and loved more than you know”.